I thought I'd post the poem Evie's referring to (see previous post) for the benefit of anyone who doesn't have a copy of my book. Please don't let this deter you from purchasing said book or checking it out of your local library...
KADDISH
I’m told that I resemble you. I do,
it’s true, like an Arab a Jew, I can see
me in you, right to my left shoe, bootstrapped
and blue. Dear zeyda, dear grampa, dear Lou,
let’s marry, let’s say our I do’s, our boo-
hoos, our adieus. She never left you—you
were threaded in her like a screw, staining
her like a tattoo, drubbing and draining
her blue. It was you, Lou, you who flew,
old Lear, into rages and bottles and fugues,
into the storm you flew—where I met you,
cursing the gods and the fools who weren’t you.
Goddamnit, grandfather, I am you,
stubborn, wicked and true. I never knew
you in life, but I didn’t need to.